Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Rich Words from II Corinthians 1

"The Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, SO THAT WE MAY BE ABLE TO COMFORT THOSE WHO ARE IN ANY AFFLICTION, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God."

Through my recent affliction, I've come to see much more clearly the mercy and comfort of God. I have rejoiced in these attributes of God and have come to know Christ more intimately because of it. BUT, I know realize that there's another component in God's plan of self-revelation to me- that I may comfort and show mercy to others who are afflicted. Only those who have caught a glimpse of the infinite mercy of God through terribly painful suffering can understand this completely. Without the suffering that God sovereignly planned for me, I would not be able to love my brothers and sisters nearly as much. Simple Truth I know, but I just thought it was really cool.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Rich Words from C.S. Lewis: Selfishness > Self-centeredness

"Such is my ideal, and such then (almost) was the reality, of "settled, calm, Epicurean life." It is no doubt for my own good that I have been so generally prevented from leading it, for it is a life almost entirely selfish. Selfish, not self-centered: for in such a life my mind would be directed toward a thousand things, not one of which is myself. The distinction is not unimportant. One of the happiest men and most pleasing companions I have ever known was intensely selfish. On the other hand I have known people capable of real sacrifice whose lives were nevertheless a misery to themselves and to others, because self-concern and self-pity filled all their thoughts. Either condition will destroy the soul in the end. But till the end, give me the man who takes the best of everything (even at my expense) and then talks of other things, rather than the man who erves me and talks of himself, and whose very kindnesses are a continual reproach, a continual demand for pity, gratitude, and admiration."

Surpised by Joy

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Thoughts From Hebrews: Jesus Christ is Our Great High Priest


Hebrews 4:14- 5:9

"Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need… For every high priest chosen from among men is appointed to act on behalf of men in relation to God, to offer gifts and sacrifices for sins. He can deal gently with the ignorant and wayward, since he himself is beset with weakness. Because of this he is obligated to offer sacrifice for his own sins just as he does for those of the people…During the days of Jesus' life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission. Although he was a son, he learned obedience from what he suffered and, once made perfect, he became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey him.”


We must “hold fast our confession” since Jesus is our “great high priest.” We can do this more easily than we think because our high priest is able to “sympathize with our weaknesses” and was “tempted as we are, yet without sin.” Our high priest is unique from others- he has “passed through the heavens” and is “the Son of God.” So knowing this, we have an amazing privilege of being able to “draw near to the throne of grace” for “mercy and grace in time of need” (and the sovereign God knows exactly when that time is).

The purpose of earthly high priests is to “act on behalf of men in relation to God” and “offer gifts and sacrifices for sins.” The high priest is beneficial to God’s people because “he can deal gently with the ignorant and wayward”, because he himself is ignorant and wayward (he can relate to them). This position is an “honor” only given “by God”. In the same way, “Christ did not exalt himself to be made a high priest, but was appointed [by God].”

This was Jesus’ great high priestly duty: On the cross he “offered up prayers and supplications” and interceded for us by screaming to God in pain, and like a high priest was “heard because of his reverence.” And as we are, through his suffering was brought to perfection/ completion/ his full purpose, which was being “the source of eternal salvation to all who obey him.” This was his high priestly duty and purpose.

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It cannot be overstated; Jesus is our bridge to God. We come to God only in Jesus’ name and on the basis of his works. In doing so, we are able to have intimate companionship, as he is able to perfectly relate to our circumstances, yet at the same time he controls and has planned them. All thoughts of God, and prayers to God, must travel along the bridge. Thoughts of God will not be accurate unless they take this specific route. Prayers to God will be lost in empty black space unless they travel this exclusive passageway. Any thought of the Father must include the Son. Without the Son, we cannot relate to the Father. Simply ignoring or forgetting about the Son when thinking of or praying to the Father is utterly futile. The Father, in all his glory, cannot in the slightest bit be seen or understood by man apart from the Son, who is “the radiance of His glory and the exact representation of His nature” -1:3). The “Great High Priest Bridge”, built on the support and trusses of the Father’s grace and love, accommodates both north and southbound traffic. For it is just as unlikely for the Father’s kind thoughts to successfully complete the journey to us, as it is for our thoughts to land in his presence, apart from the Great High Priest. Without the lamps of mercy that light the path’s edges, reflecting off the bridge and illuminating our faces perfectly in the Father’s view, we are but vile and grotesque to him. Let us pray that our Father would grant us grace to restore his Son, our Great High Priest, to his proper place in our thoughts.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

A Hypothetical to Ponder

The journalist/author Chuck Klosterman often puts forth fun little hypotheticals to ponder. Here's one of them.

You are offered a Brain Pill. If you swallow this pill, you will become 10 percent more intelligent than you currently are; you will be more adept at reading comprehension, logic, and critical thinking. However, to all other people you know (and to all future people you meet), you will seem 20 percent LESS intelligent. In other words, you will immediately become smarter, but the rest of the world will perceive you as dumber (and there is no way you can ever alter the universality of that perception).
Do you take this pill?

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Cloudy with a few sprinkles. Low 47F.

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Monet's Etretat in the Rain



Today was a bit chilly. I was forced to shed what was left of my summer skin.

(music cue...)

Summer Skin by Ben Gibbard

Squeaky swings and tall grass,
The longest shadows ever cast.
The water's warm and children swim,
And we frolicked about in our summer skin.

I don't recall a single care,
Just greenery and humid air.
Then Labor day came and went,
And we shed what was left of our summer skin.

On the night you left I came over,
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders.
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink,
And I knew your heart I couldn't win,
Cause the seasons change was a conduit,
And we left our love in our summer skin.

Monday, September 11, 2006

Hi. My name is Aaron. I'm [temporarily] a J.

Seriously!

Some days I swear I'm an INFJ. I mean, I'm undoubtedly a thoroughbred INFP, but at irregular moments a critical mentality springs upon me and blankets over my mind in perfect lucidity. At that moment I'm entirely comfortable being a judgmental bâtard (pardon my French, it's only to further illustrate my point- as I'm presently in this mindset). And at that moment (or, this moment) mere perception of received information carries no appeal.

You: "Aaron, could you humor us with an example?"

Yes. Like many college students I work at a "mindless consumeristic put on a happy face and just smile because after all the customer is always right" job. And in my certain retail store, as the good perceiver that I am, I usually speak to rude and ignorant customers assuming they are simply 'mistaken' or 'confused' in their inconsiderate rhetoric. Not the INFJ Aaron, though. No no no. I tell em' like it is. "What's that? You thought that shirt was $1.99 instead of $19.99 and you refuse to pay anything more than that? Then good day sir, you are obviously trying to swindle me and we don't need your business- you ignorant fool?!?" Ok ok, minus the 'ignorant fool' (I'm temporarily an INFJ, not an ESTJ).

And I must say, it's quite exhilarating (though I'm afraid not wholly Spirit filled). I spend 99% of my days happily straining my healer idealistic mind to see the good and redeemable qualities in everything and everyone. Every so often it's a bit refreshing to be a little decisive and judgmental. It's not me or who I want to perpetually be, but refreshing nevertheless.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

My Guilty Pleasure...

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It's Jewel.

I'm sorry- I promise I usually HATE pop singers. I don't know what it is about her.